Ok you know the current stuff basically othen than Im 44 years old with a spouce and 2 daughters, 26 & 23. And a grandmother to the eldest daughter's 9 year old daughter, 3 year old son & baby no 3 due in July.
I was always an overweight kid, my mother had me on baby food (stewed apples in a can) when i about 10 i think trying to keep my weight from spiraling. It obviously didnt work! I have suffered from migraines & restless legs since i was a young teenager, and after this past year in therapy with my shrink I beleive i was also and still am suffering from severe depression from a very early age. My parents divorced when i was about 10 (sorry about the approximate ages, my mind is mush) i was kicked out of what some would call home at age 16 and i guess ive spent my whole life compensating my problems with food. I really became majorly overweight in my 30's and have been on every diet known to man and then some. I could go on and on, but I cant afford to depress myself by repeating it all right now, maybe soon I'll be stronger.
The death of my mother recently has given me an inner strength to just how dear life is to me. My granddaughter Carley is my main inspiration though, even time i have attempted suicide, she is the one in my head stopping me. Ok enough of that i cant read my own typing and cry at the same time.
Thanks for listening and being there for me each & everyone of you. You are going to be my strength to winning the weight-loss battle and sticking around for many years to come.
LUV U GUYS
Cheers WendyKate